So I have realized that when I really want something and care to have it…it never seems to work out. & it’s not until I give up and don’t care if I have it or not anymore that I am able to get it. So I just need to not care as much, because like the Queen’s said “Nothing really matters”.
My boyfriend told me he was a thinker not a talker today…but I’m going to change that, at least when he is around me. I want to hear his thoughts.
So, I’m outside smoking right now and it’s so serene. The stars are above me and the crickets are chirping…it’s like a nature party & my cat has just joined me. No wonder he’s always outside.
Want to be at Disney World right now.
glitterxmermaid asked: idk :)
LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM THAT I GOT MY HEAD CUT OFF. I DIDN’T FEEL ANY PAIN AND I JUST REMEMBER FALLING & FALLING, SURROUNDED BY NOTHING BUT PITCH BLACK, THINKING TO MYSELF…I MUST BE GOING TO HELL.
GOING TO SEE HARRY POTTA AT 3 O CLOCK IN THE FUCKING MORNING & I’M SOOOOO EXCITED!! I WISH EVERYWHERE WAS OPEN THIS LATE.