February 2011
53 posts
I've been thinking
That my dreams are finally coming true. Like seriously, almost everything I have ever wanted is happening & it’s awesome. Like I just found out there is a harry potter world at universal studios, how awesome is that. I have always wished I could go to a place like that. And I am working at the most amazing store I have ever seen. And I have found love for the first time, and he is...
Sometimes I wish I lived in a world of fantasy. One with multicolored horses and big sparkly birds you could fly around on. One were magic wasn’t just in fairy tales and the possibilities were limitless to our minds. I want to talk to the animals and the tree’s and have them talk back to me. I want to hear music in the wind and I want to walk on the ceiling. There is no anger, there is...
“I guess I am finally going to give in, give in to what’s good for me.”
January 2011
33 posts
whew
It’s nice to just air some stuff out on here. I feel like so much is going on in my head that I can’t keep up with & I need some sort of release. This is helping a little.
“wasting time is just like being wasted, time goes by quick and everything seems...”
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Genitalia
Sometimes I wish I had a penis, mostly just for the convenience of it.
Gotta pee, go in a cup, whip it out the window.
If I tried that with a vagina, it would just be a huge mess, trust me I’ve tried.
Like right now, I really have to pee, but cannot gather up the energy to go do it.
But I just did, what a relief.
Anyways, I just wish I had a penis for times like those & maybe when...
You have your finger on my trigger
He pulled the trigger and I ran, why did I run?
I should have stayed, I should have let him kill me.
I am not scared anymore, go ahead, pull it.
I’ll stand right in front of you, with your nozzle to my head.
Eye to eye, hand in hand.
This time I won’t run, I will pull the trigger for you.
break free
I feel like I want to explode.
I have been cooped up for a while, and while I enjoy the serenest of it and spending time with the love of my life, my adventurous spirit want’s to break out and explore.
This is all part of the process of becoming myself though, I think.
I have to deal with feeling like I need to break free, when I am in the process of freeing myself.
But still, an...
Zodiac arrest
The whole 13th zodiac thing, hilarious. Everyone was freaking out and the new zodiac sounds like a sneeze. Thank God our signs didn’t really change, I am not a Capricorn. Being an Aquarius is the complete opposite of a Capricorn, if anything it would be nice to be a little bit of a Capricorn, maybe then I would be more organized and responsible and junk.
I really want my nose pierced on both sides again, but hardly any job will allow you to have them, dammit. I need to find a job that will allow me to have these, not a necessity, but it would be nice.
“Were fated to pretend”
